Today was a bag of mixed emotions. The kids went to bed last night full of excitement. We laid down and said our prayers and rehashed how great summer was! We also prayed for a successful school year full of bravery and kindness!
The kids woke up extra early this morning all on their own. They were so anxious to get the day rolling. We put on our uniforms, ate a healthy breakfast, packed lunches and walked down to the bus stop. Our neighbors all met at the bus stop early and celebrated the first day of school with donuts! Everyone was having fun, taking pictures and laughing......
And then I noticed Jack was extra clingy.
And then the bus rolled up and he just crumbled.
Raw fear took over. It was so tough. I fought my tears and tried to build it up some more. He wasn't having any of it. We literally had to peal him off from us. The bus driver had to help after several minutes and fear of making his bus route late. He left in tears. Makes me so sad. We followed the bus to school (as promised) but we didn't want him to see us again for fear of tears creeping back up on him. We hid in the parking lot and witnessed one of my most favorite parenting moments. Olivia and Jack got off the bus and Olivia had her arm tight around Jack's shoulder. It was so sweet that I thought my heart was going to explode out of my chest. Of all the pictures we captured today - this moment (which was not photographed) will be one that I will ALWAYS remember.
My take away from today....
My kids are growing up. It is sad as they leave the nest. But they are going into the world and I am trusting God to help guide them while I am not around. I am also comforted that my kids have each other. Even though they may fight all the time at home - times like this they can ALWAYS count on each other for moral support. And that bring me comfort.
Grant is sad his brother is gone for the day....
And good news, i just picked him up and he was happy!!!